Wednesday, May 31, 2006
yesterday i was at glorietta with my friends at kami'y nagtangakang manuod ng DaVinci Code...we even decided to dress like young adults para mas convincing...now i didn't shave the stubble of a mustache that i had just to make it all the more convincing...nagsuot pa ako ng long sleeves na black versace polo para mas convincing lalo...i thought we could drive the point home with the outfits...kim diwa wore a razor back top and she looked motherly..hehehehe..(sorry kim)...Sybill wore a black razor back top with a cordoroy jacket and she looked like a working girl..Kevin wore a simple blue t-shirt and he looked like a high school student...AND TO THINK I WAS SWEATING TO DEATH IN MY POLO...when we reached the G4 cinemas...and were about to be audacious enough to fall in line...we noticed that the guard really asked for IDs and we didn't have shit...so we subtly backed away from the booth as we would to a rabid dog...then we made a run for it papuntang starbucks...hehehehehe...PURPOSE DEFEATED!!
just as we were on our way there...we notice this guy na nandun sa may gilid ng timezone... "He looks familiar" sabi ko....and yes he did!...it was none other than Drew Arellano...hehehehe... dami ring mascians dun!..we ran into Lourdes Quijano from IV-Moseley...Manong Ariston... and others...hehehehehe....
after taking our lunch...the day just went but with them buying school supplies(how fun!)...for an hour!!!!...and then we just went on...
when i got home my body was HURTING LIKE HELL!!!!!
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
10:06 PM
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Monday, May 29, 2006
the
FIFA World Cup is just mere weeks away from beginning and all the hype in the world of sport couldn't be any higher! Grabe na ito!..
hehehe.. here in the Philippines, people could care less about the buzz of this major competition that puts countries up against other countries in the most loved sport in the world!...
yes...football(european not american) is the most loved sport in the world, beating basketball by a landslide...pero bakit kaya walang paki ang mga pinoy sa football e naging colony tayo ng Spain for 300 years? and
Spain is one of the world's fanatics of the game!...we acquired gargantuan amounts of Spanish trais yet missed out on the love of football...peculiar...
i don't like basketball that much...i don't know..although i enjoy watching the games of the school league(yung imbentong MSBA ng batch..hahaha..gogo ptoinnae at Einstein!), i don't care for the NBA conferences and shit...my phone continually rings with the updates from my derranged friends celebrating or complaining about the results of the game...i couldn't be more out of place...
now..in football...although i don't know how to accomplish those kick-ass moves and those oh-so-amazing techniques...i don't know...yung excitement nung game ang naghoohook sa akin...
yeah yeah...it could be almost 2 hours and the score could still be 0-0.... but that's the best part of it...you really have to work your ass off to score a goal and earn your team or club a single point...talk about deserving it...and there is more chance of an injury in it so the players are more weary without compromising their competetiveness...
di ko alam kung anong bansa ang susuportahan ko sa World Cup ngayon...England?...maybe... France?....maybe...Russia?...nope...USA?...unlikely...depende sa ipapakita nila sa first few games..hehehehe...
ang saya...hehehehehe..i remembered when i played soccer during the intramural games (grade6) so that i could earn my honors...hehehehehe...the rush...hahahahaha...i had one day to learn...and i shot one goal..hahahahahahaha...that earned the 6-2 team a one point addition to the about 5 point over-all standing of the team...we were last...but who cares?...hehehehehe...
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
10:59 PM
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this sucks...my background sound for this fuckin blog aint working...i'm so pissed!!~!! grrrr!!!..
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
6:50 AM
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Saturday, May 27, 2006
when do familiar faces start to become strangers? Kelan ba nababaon sa nakaraan ang mga alaalang nasabi nating napaka memorable and keep-worthy?...When does the concept of friendship start to become so vague...so distorted?...
Teyorya ko lang a...
I just got a visit from a friend of mine a while ago...and I'd have to say na parang istranghero na siya sa akin these past few weeks...i mean..hindi na siya nagpaparamdam...ni ha ni ho wala...para bang..."i'm now in college so i don't know you anymore...bye!" ang effect!...
we promise our friends so much during our "early separation moments" na minsan...hindi nating magawang i-keep yung mga yun...is it our fault??..dapat ba tayong kastiguhin dahil sa pagkakalimut natin?
**ABSOLUTELY**
if we cannot keep our promises of constant communication and stuff like that, why do we promise such in the first place?...why do we let our friends, who may hold true to the receiving side of that promise(ibig sabihin ay naniniwalang tutuparin mo yung pangako), go through the feeling of inadequacy?...thinking that they weren't good enough for promises, obviously made to them, to be fulfilled?...now, im not saying na lahat ay ganoon..pero if special people, or people who have had an impact in your life promise you something...it is but natural to expect the materialization of that promise...
they say promises are meant to be broken...if so...why make them?...i have this notion that there are people who can keep a promise...it's jsu so hard to find them..like a needle in a haystack or a stalk to wheat in a needlestack- coz of all the pain you have to go through in trying to find that special person who could make you feel ADEQUATE coz they kept their promise to you...
so back to the original question...kelan ba nagkakalimutan ang mga magkakaibigan?... well...that happens when the lines of communication are broken...and that only happens when the friendship wasn't that strong to begin with...at least...on one side of the equation....
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
1:29 AM
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Friday, May 26, 2006
here's a song that so encompasses my angst towards the mooshy emotion called LOOVE (yes...that's a doubleO coz i can't bring myself to spell it out)...
I'll Never Fall in Love Again
What do you get when you fall in love?
A guy with a pin to burst your bubble
That's what you get for all your trouble
I'll never fall in love again
I'll never fall in love again
What do you get when you kiss a guy?
You get enough germs to catch pneumonia
After you do, he'll never phone ya
I'll never fall in love again
Dontcha know that I'll never fall in love again?
Don't tell me what it's all about
'cause I've been there and I'm glad I'm out
Out of those chains, those chains that bind you
That is why I'm here to remind you
What do you get when you fall in love?
You only get lies and pain and sorrow
So far at least until tomorrow
I'll never fall in love a- gain
No, no, I'll never fall in love again
wahahahaha..my goolay...Dionne Warwick couldn't have said it better...for me...i'll try to follow that song...so far...until tomorrow..i'll never fall in love again..hehehehehe...
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
3:43 AM
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Thursday, May 25, 2006
ok ok ok..
i watched the AI finale three times yesterday..hehehehe..now that's what you call FANATICISM..hehehehe..
comment..Bucky Covington...the third one to be eliminated from the show...man... what an improvement!!..next to Elliot, he is my favorite guy contestant.....his version of "Raindrops Keep Falling on my Head" was simply magical!!
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
11:28 PM
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Wednesday, May 24, 2006
so it came down to the wire...and
Taylor Hicks got the upper hand...i'm a bit disappointed but i know that both will have amazing careers and that both will make it big sa kanilang
quest for stardom! but i am a bit disappointed though..but whatever...Katharine looked happy...she'll be great..
nakakap[agtaka talaga yung mga ganun...yung naka-ngiti ka kapag natalo ka..usually i have to force my smile when i loose...it's not because i'm sour-graping...it's because i get depressed that i wasn't able to get what i desired and that someone else got it...naaalala ko nung cheering competition nung 3rd year...when we got 2nd place...yung ngiti ko parang naka-screwdriver tapos nagpupumilit mag-frown yung aking lips..hahahahaha..
losing sucks.
i 've lost quite a number of times...and most of those times...it's ok with me..pero pag yung alam kong we had such a fighting chance but we weren't able to get it...dun ako naghihimutok!!..
do you know the song "Don't Cry Out Loud"?..yun ang kanta ng mga 2nd placers....
Don't cry out loud
just keep it inside
learn how to hide your feelings...
fly high and proud
and if you should fall
remember you almost had it all
wow..hehehehe..that sucks...sabi ko nga...being 2nd sucks more than being 3rd...kasi malalaman mung you were almost in reach of that goal...but alas...you weren't good enough for it...
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
9:21 PM
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*thud*
*thud*
*thud*
my heart is at maximum overdrive kasi kapapanood ko palang ng finale ng american idol...grabe..the suspense is killing me!!...who will be the next American Idol?(who in turn will be the next World Idol...it's commutative!)..hehehehe... on a personal note...i hope it's Katharine..hehehe.. ;P
(taylor and kat...i agree that tay did better tonight...but i still love kat!)
ewan ko lang kung bakit ang laki ng impact ng show na yun sa bansa natin..i mean..we can't do anything about the outcome or influence it in any way if we disregard the filipinos in the states... then why do we still stick our eyes on the television screens every Wednesday and Thursday afternoon and be gripped with the suspense of it all?...one of life's greatest mysteries...the answer lies somewhere that i just cannot find..my personal theory is that the show has really great talent and variety hindi katulad sa puro biritan blues na nandito sa mga constest sa pinas...hehehehe...
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on a different note...mei topic na nabukas uli sa akin nung isang araw..the topic of suicidal attempts.. i do admit na nung 3rd year high school ako e i tried to do it...or at least physically harm myself...now most people ask why...most people find it very disturbing and pathetic.. and i kinda agree..pero nung mga time na yun...iniisip ko...i feel all this angst inside me...this pain and sorrow and I didn't know why...para bang....the weight of the world was on my shoulders but I couldn't see it..it was ethereal...i used to cut myself 3 times a night just to see the physical justification of my pain...and I'd do it every other night for around a month...at one point i even spelled an entire word on each of my shoulders with the blade and it bled like hell...
now that I think about it...and with the circumstances na nakikita ko ngayon..i was so stupid to do it...walang justification for me trying to hurt myself and i don't see the point anymore...i do think that it was my little way of crying for the love of someone...the first one whom i showed the cuts to... and lo...we're not even friends anymore.....how pathetic of me....
i got to thinking that as I try to be extra secure about myself... i have to discard the people who make me feel unspecial and unhappy...i used to have a list of that noong patapos yung schoolyear...pero ngayon i only have a couple of names dun....the first and most important at most heavy ay yung taong mentioned ko kanina...the friendship i guess, much more the things in my crazy and loony mind, was never meant to be...it was just a beautiful lie...
but let's cut the drama...we're supposed to be happy, people!!...so for the last time, and this time for good...i'm striking the memory of that person off my mind... now i can say that i am free...
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
5:20 AM
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Monday, May 22, 2006
You Are 72% Open Minded |
 You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself. |
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
11:45 PM
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whew!
it was such a tiring day yesterday!..we had a PORTEY at Kim's house yesterday to celebrate her arrival back home from the states...
and the usual people arrived...hehehehe...no offense to the people who didn't attend...we just laughed at it...anyway... naiintindihan naman namin na may valid reasons kayo kaya di kayo nakaatttend...next time a!!
well...ayun..wala na kaming ibang ginawa kundi magharutan!!..
we came in early, around 9 in the morning...people started arriving after that and we were once again a sea of derranged mammals!...grabe!!..akala mo wala kaming mga nakuhang etiquette!!..hehehehe...well...ganun naman talaga kami pag PORTEY..hahahahaha..(that is such a fun word)...
we ate just once course...but we ate it around 3 times...hahahaha...so three sets of one course!!..hehehehehehe...yung caldereta ni sue and kinain namin..hehehehe..tapos yung mac&cheese ni kim...hehehe..(charap!)...when we were finished...saka lang dumating si reyna angeluz na nagpa-fashionably-late pa para maka-make ng grand entrance!!..hahahahahahaha...
**nakalusot siya sa Da vinci code**jacket lang at make-up**swear nagmuka siyang trenta..hahahahaha**
well...after that, umalis na sila Kevin at Jolaz and I went to Karen's house kasi nagpalagay ako ng songs sa ipod ko..enkyu karen!!..hehehehehehehehehe
when i got back from Karen's house..ako nalang yung guy sa portey..hahahahaha..and then it was picture taking time!!...
a lot of pictures were taken...siguro we spent around 2 hours just taking photographs...and yes...ako nalang yung guy na natira...hahahahaha..but it's ok...coz i was at my NATURAL ELEMENT..hehehehe..
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
9:59 PM
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006
weeeeeee!!!
the KAT is going to the finale!! Oh yes!! this is so amazing coz she's so amazing!!..my golly!! her rendition of "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" was so tear-jerking!!..the heart was clearly there!..i could not stop myself from being entranced...magic, i tell you, magic!
SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW
When all the clouds darken up the skyway
there's a rainbow highway to be found
leading from your window pane
to a place behind the sun
just a step beyond the rain
Somewhere over the rainbow
way up high
there's a land that I heard of once, in a lullaby.
Someday, I'll wish upon a star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles melt like lemon drops
a way above the chimney tops
that's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
blue birds fly
birds fly over the rainbow
why, then oh why, can't I?
If happy little blue birds fly beyond the rainbow
why, oh why, can't I?
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this song was originally rendered by Judy Garland, playing Dorothy, in the Wizard of Oz. when I heard that this was the song the Katharine was going to sing, I was quite apprehensive because this is such a slow song...I thought that the people wouldn't be able to appreciate it kaya baka hindi nila iboto si Kat...but lo and behold, I was proven wrong coz Kat was amazing and double-proven-wrong-because Kat's going to the finale!! I hope she beats Taylor, who was my early favorite, but lost me in the middle of the top12...
Go go Kat!!!
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
9:50 PM
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006
WHAT I MISS THE MOST THIS SUMMER
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
10:32 PM
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Monday, May 15, 2006
what can i say today?...well...i was on the phone with aza kagabi for around 2 and a half hours kasi naglalabas ako ng sama ng loob with a friend of mine...
here it goes...
i'm the author of the class prophecy in the year book...and that's the part where the predictions for the future are made for the most promising people in certain fields...for example..in the fields of mathematics...science... technology...sports...the arts...even fashion...
i was pushed into writing it for the yearbook because the deadline was already being stretched to the limit and the staffers were so stressed already...so ayun...nagtype kaagad ako sa computer ng journalism na sira!... and i made my first draft and finished it ASAP...when i finished it...i then found out na ang dami ko pa palang hindi naisasama like the people in the field of biology and shit..so i said i was going to redo it...but i couldn't coz the draft was already checked by the department head...so i said fyn...thinking that the people i included had already sufficed...
now, i got this reaction from my friend that she's kinda hurt thatr i didn't include her in the prophecy and that she was the only one in the barkada na hindi ko naisama...and that's true..sa aming apat...siya lang ang hindi ko naisulat dun...but hear out my defense......
when i work...i set a boundary...in this case...it was batch-wide...so i was NOT thinking about any friendship or group or barkadahan because i know that if i were to include those people in the prophecy...i would receive the Wrath of Hell from those who weren't included...so there was no AA or Linnaeus in my mind when i wrote the prophecy...only Batch 2006!
i included kevin in the speakers field because of his ineptitude sa pananalita..bulul siya halos!...so i wrote his name there just as a satyrical comment kasi lama naman ng buong batch na ganun siiya..it was all for the sake of comedy...
i included kim coz the staffer at my ear-side told me to when i asked him whom we could include in the Lawyer part....when he told me that Kim was planning to be a lawyer...i included it...and then i finished my piece and saved it in the lousy computer...
the inclusion of kevin in the piece was the only intentional thing in this fiasco...for the sake of conmedy sinama ko siya doon...the inclusion and non-inclusion of kim and sue, respectively, is purely COINCIDENTAL!...NAWAY HINDI NAMAN AKO TAKLUBAN NG GALIT NG MGA TAO because i busted my ass in doing the yearbook!...pinipiga kami nagsskip ako ng grad practices na sobrang gusto kong atendan para lang matyapos ang yearbook!
when i work walang kaikaibigan sa utak ko...i ABHORE cronie-ism and nepotism...you may be my best friend but if you don't deserve to be in something i'm not gonna put you there... ako when i know i deserve something i know i deserve it coz i worked for it!! the people in the prop0hecy, save me, deserve the things they were written down in...and not because some of them are my friends and shit... oo nga at friends ko yung IBA dun...pero they were written down there kasi talagang alam ng batch na worthy sila doon sa aspetong yun!
what i'm so pissed about is that reaction!...and the statement that if i were to be in the other side of the spectrum...i would be hurt, mad even!...i admit i would be...quite stupefied...but deserving is deserving...
PERO BUTI NAMAN NGAYON AT NAAYOS NA NAMIN NI SUE(HOPEFULLY) ITO!...NU MANG MANGYARI E LAB KO YUN!!
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
11:13 PM
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it's such a boring day for me...the story of my summer days...
well..kim is back and the linnaean parties are gonna start again.. and with her return...the rains!.. gosh it was so cold and windy these past couple of days..it's a very good thing that it stopped already..
i'm kinda at a place right now where i'm kinda feeling like something's missing or that i'm kinda mad at something or someone kahit hindi ko naman alam kung kanino o kung ano o kung bakit ganun... so again...i'm stuck in my emotional limbos...
theory 1: it's my separation anxiety at its peak kasi nga..hihiwalay na ako sa kanya/kanila kaya ayun..i'm taking out or bringing out the anger in me...wahahahaha..how demented and fetch!(MEANGirls!)
theory 2:...well...there's no theory 2..kaya yun siguro yung dahilan..or baka tampo ako kasi tanga mga tao...bwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha......and the shame of being one of the few guys to come to parties and gatherings suddenly vanish when it comes to someone's parties...how quaint!...and how "fair"...thank God i'm leaving!!
now now..ako'y nahuhumaling sa aking binabasang libro at sa kantang "Unwritten" ni Natasha Bedingfield na kapatid pala ni Jologs-Daniel-Bedingfield..hehehe..
the book that I'm reading now is entitled "One Hundred Years of Solitude" ni Gabriel Marquez...it's a story about the mythical town of Macondo in Colombia and it's rise and fall through the generations of the Buendia family...ala lang..hehehe...out of the 400+ pages...i'm at around 230+...i read it around the time when i'm about to sleep as it is the only time where i am free of any obligations to text or to watch TV..bwahaha
i can't wait for my visa....or my entry into UPd..
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
12:15 AM
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Friday, May 12, 2006
hey guys hey guys!!
well... again...i'd like to give you the link to my favorite song in the world for now... its
SOMEONE TO WATCH OVER ME...this version is katharine's..unfortunately..forbidden xa..hehehe..kaya ituturo ko nalang kung paano.. go to
http://www.rickey.org tapos iclick mo dun sa sidebar niya yung
katharine mcphee...dun sa kanyang page..hanapin mu ung mei heading na someone to watch over me..tapos nandun yung link mismo..hehehehe...
believe me...it's the best!!!...you wont regret listening to it..hehehe
anyway...ms. kim diwa is back from the states and it's time again for the parties to start in her house!!..hahahaha..goodluck to us at naway hindi nanaman namin masira ang kanyang kuwarto..hahahahaha..at naway hindi magalit ang kanyang mga magulang..lam naman nating si mudra at puder niya ay medyo istrik!..hehehehehe..
i'll just share this a..i'm a bit disappointed in my friend who promised to teach me guitar and then...now...he tells me that he's too lazy to do it...wow...what a guy...i couldn't react that much when he told me na tinatamad xa..pero sa loob-loob ko gusto ko xang sigawang " weh..porket ala lang yung gusto mo e bigla ka nang tatamarin..tangina mu sinungaling ka "..e dahil sinabihan na niya akong mababaw ako...hindi ko na lang sinabi sa kanya...hmmm...baka goodbye and good ridance nalang sakanya...
this is an added support of my theory na ang pagkakapasa ko sa UPd e talagang paraan ni God para maiwan ko yung friend(s) na hindi na ako pinapasaya...i'm not saying all a..just one..or two.. but the fact is...I wouldn't have to feel this way if promises were kept and friendships soldered with actions...kaso ala!...hmmm...
waaahh..tapos yung mga ibang nagsabing magpaparamdam e hindi naman nagpaparamdam... kaasar!!..sasabihing " di emond...walang kalimutan!..kaw pa?!.. " and shit like that.. but in the end.. all they end up doing is forgetting that you exist in this world.. galing noh?? naiisip ka lang nila pag kailangan ka nila tulad ng pagpapapirma ng clearance para maka-graduate..at pagtulong sa requirements para makuha yung card nila..fuck talaga!!
buti nalang malamig ngayon kundi natupok na ako sa init ng ulo...hehehehehe..
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
9:49 PM
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Thursday, May 11, 2006
i got this idea from a friend's blog...
hhmmm... if there was a list of people i'd like to meet, then this would be it...
PEOPLE I'D LIKE TO MEET
(part 1...coz i myt have to add some more)
well..let's start off with....
the celebrities!! yes!
sa local naman ala akong super gustong ma-meet...
sa international scene...ayun!..
c brad pitt at si angelina jolie!..cla lang talaga ang gusto kong mameet na artista..i don't know why... pero lalam naman natin talaga kung bakit...hehehehe..
tapos sa mga kumakanta...si katharine mcphee...i'm such a fan of hers and am so enamoured!.. she's one of the best singers i've heard and she's so debutante!
and of course...i can't forget about my favorite last season...the one and the only: constantine maroulis!!..wooohooo!...those eyes!
tapos the ever drunk and ever bodacious anna nicole-smith...wahahahaha..she's so....ummm... interesting!!..(dumb?)...siya si Ms.Piggy incarnate!!
and of couse...there's nicole of the pussycat dolls...i love her!!!...she's so exotic and such a great performer!!
there's also fredrik ljungberg and david beckham...can you say... H O T?? hehehehe...well...that's aside from being tremedously good soccer players...(hihihihihihihihihihi)
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in the field of politics...siyempre...ang ating mahal na pangulo...gloria macapagal arroyo... wala lang.. ako... I'm a supporter of hers...i back her programs though i think she can do more... ala lang..hehehehe...there are a lot of opportunities out there for the philippines to grow both in economics and in maturity...hehehehe...
nandyan din ang secGen ng United Nations na si Kofi Annan...one of my dreams kasi (take note a..one of!) ay maging isang diplomat...so gusto ko siyang i-emulate kasi siya ang world's leading diplomat!!..hehehehe...i secretly long to be SecGen as well...hehehehehe...
nandyan din ang mga napaka-enigmatic people of the past whom I am so curious about....
si josef stalin...ang dictator of the Union of Soviet Socialist Republics...for a time I was so facinated with communism and I thought it would be better for a society tulad natin..pero n0w...not that much... kahit dead na xa...gusto kong malaman why he was so ruthless...(ermz..dedicated to sau kasi sabi mo dictator ako..hahaha)
si adolf hitler din!...kahit dead na xa i want to know what drove him to commit all those atrocities!!..at nais ko sakanyang ipaalam na ang kanyang doctrines of ethnic superiority ay laganap parin LALO NA SA STATES!!...which makes me fear for my life!..hehehe..buti nalang culturally diverse ang NY!!
for now.. yan muna..hehehe..kinda few?..yeah..but fret not mes cheries!..madadagdagan yan in the coming days!!..hehehe..
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ay ay ay!! c debra wilson nga rin pala!!..isang sobrang nakakatawang comedian!!!.. i swear!! i love her impersonations sa madtv!!..she's the best!!..lalo na yung mariah carey and whitney houston impression niya hahahahaha!!.."Not Insane"!!!
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
11:16 PM
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KATHARINE MCPHEE's SAFE!!
Well...that's a bit of good news today...but the uproar sa message boards against her staying and Chris' leaving leaves much for the imagination as to what will happen next week with the voting...naway hindi naman magkaroon ng revenge plot ang mga fans ni Chris just to spite Katharine out of the competition...She's AMAZING!!...i love her energy...kanina noong results show e napaka-lively at energetic at galing niang kumanta at sumayaw!!
**go kat**
anyway...it's really a bummer na hindi ako pinayagan ni mama na pumunta ng Puerto Galera with my friends...again...with her logic na baka may mangayaring masama sakin...but my defense is: isn't there always a chance that something...good or bad...will happen to you?...I'm not welcoming bad stuff a... pero kung ganoon...edi bakit super protective?...if it's my time...it's my time!!
DESTINY pa!! if I'm destined to leave this life today...then no amount of protection can stop that!! and I'm so mad at her for this non sense logic and for sheltering me so much from these activities (e.g. YMCA Baguio; YMCA Subic; Bulacan!!; Batangas!!) My god I'm 17!! and I'm a guy for crying out loud!! I have the right to be free!! and there're guardians there naman e!!
Let me stop there before I pop a vein..I'm so fuming mad..
I miss you Linnae and Einstein peeps...as well as all my other friends!!
Let the MUSIC rock YOU.
5:13 AM
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Tuesday, May 09, 2006
ok ok ok..
according to the polls...si katherine mcphee na ang maaaring susunod na matanggal...
naku!!! wag naman sana!!.. i love her to death!!...she's one of the best in American Idol and an off night doesn't warrant the boot from the contest... please...to those who can do something........
SAVE KATHERINE MCPHEE!!
pwede na daw makuha ang yearbook namin....ano kaya ang itsura??...hhhmmm... i hope the people like it... siyempre...pinaghirapan namin yun!!...
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tomorrow is the day of reckoning...
bukas ko malalaman kung papayagan ako ni mama na sumama kila sue papuntang puerto galera... i got kinda mad at her when she didn't allow me at first...i kinda expected it...but her reasons and the logic she used was really...uumm...ilogical...
so i texted my immediate reaction to sybz..
do you know that reflex...that when you're mad at someone...you think about the person non-stop(or at least in the subconscious)?...ako parang ganun!!..kasi nung tinext ko yun...sa sobrang inis ko kay mama...naityp ko yung cell# niya instead of yung kay sybz!..kaya nasend ko saknya yun e may harsh words dun...ehehehehehe...buti nalang hindi niya ako pinatay...
anyway...I asked her to reconsider and she said she'll think about it and give me the answers tomorrow...sue..keep your fingers crossed...
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9:58 PM
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Monday, May 08, 2006
hhhmmm...
I'm quite baffled to the Nth level by the price of Calvin Klein undies... as in ohmygad it's so expensive!!
I remembered when I bought my first one...it was last year and I was browsing around and I bought it... it cost around 600 pesos...my my!!.. I was a bit taken aback by the price...but then decided that it would be a good investment for me(what??..hehehe)..feeling ko yun yung compulsive drive ko to buy or yung desire ko na mag-own ng expensive stuff tulad ng mgha designer clothes, shoes, I.T. stuff, etc. Maipagmamalaki ko pa yun kasi CALVIN KLEIN yun na orig! Kaya I spent my money...
But today...
ang aking dearest ate(kasamahan sa bahay) ay blineach ang aking CKs...e black yun!...now it's black with BIG SPOTS OF YELLOW..mukang rusted tuloy!!
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anyway...
ngayon ang simula ng enrollment ng mga taong mag-aaral sa University of the Philippines, Diliman.. kahit na ako ay kabilang sa kanila..di pa ako makakapag-enroll kasi 2nd semester pa ako papasok sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas..(gogo maroons!)..gusto ko na bumili ng shirt para maipagmalaki ko yun!!
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ako ngayo'y medyo nagbabalik sa isang slump sa aking emotional life... medyo masama ang loob ko sa mga taong hindi na nagpaparamdam...kahit sinabi nilang they'll always keep the lines of communication burnin'...
LIARS??
fuck..
anyway...
I'm happy na ngayon ay mayroon ng past time ang linnae world...
ANG MGA BATHALUMAN AT ANG KANILANG MGA DISIPULO!!
>>ang mga bathaluman ay ang mga sumusunod...
>>>>>si bathalumang berto...ako yun!
>>>>>si bathalumang diamante...si reyna kandees yun!
>>>>>si bathalumang devil....actually, dalawa sila: aza and sue!
>>>>> at ang last and most important: ang bathalumang trabaho...si krystel!!
bakit kamo??
berto: ubod ng libog ang tinuturo sa mga disipulo!
diyamante: mamberto,,,pero wag magpapaberto ang tinuturo sa mga disipulo!
devil: i-under ang mga taong biniberto ang tinuturo sa mga disipulo!
trabaho: para yang OJT...trinatrabaho ang mga boys...yan ang main focus ng angkang yun!!
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so kung titignan natin...ang angkan ng berto ang ugat ng lahat ng ito!! ito ang stage 1 ika-nga...hehehehehe..
ang course outline ng berto 101 ay:
principles of pervertion I: where did it originate and from whom?
principles of pervertion II: proper techniques in pervertion i.e. where and what to GRAB
principles of pervertion III: JOBS
- obstacles to pervertion I: conservatism
- obstacles to pervertion II: peer influence against pervertion
- obstacles to pervertion III: battling all obstacles to attain perfection of pervertion
- Internship sa mga club at sa ermita o sa Quezon City circle..(mon-sun; 10-3 in the evening and in the morning respectively)
hehehehehehe...
yan ang year 1 sa linnaeGFs camp!!
hehehe... ENROLL NA!!
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6:43 AM
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Wednesday, May 03, 2006
You Passed 8th Grade Science |
 Congratulations, you got 8/8 correct! |
ugh...was there any doubt?? bwahahahahaha
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11:18 PM
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You Are 81% Addicted to Love |
 Might as well face it, you're a slave for love.You'll do anything to be wanted and loved...And that means you probably haven't found true love yet.You've got to go "cold turkey" on your love addiction - and try being single for once! |
ugh...how badly would my friends agree??! hehehe.. that settles it..hahahaha
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10:56 PM
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You Belong in Milan |
 Stylish and sophisticated, you want to enjoy a truly European life - away from tourists!Milan fits you perfectly. Great shopping, high quality food, lots of culture... with very little hype. |
(hehehe..really? well I hope we could go there this july or in the following months!...and yes...i love the fashion of europe..as well as the culture!..hehehe)
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10:05 PM
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It just entered my mind...the eternal question that holds the key to man's salvation or to eternal damnation...(shit! wtf?!)
BAKIT BA MAY MGA TAONG "BERTO"?
HEHEHE...berto, or perberto ay ang terminology na ginamit ni bb. kim diwa, bb. sybill sue moser, ar g. kevin arao noong mga month of march to describe me DAW...what? I most certainly...AM(?!)..hehehe..
I'd have to admit...dumadaloy sa aking ugat ang dugo ng isang totoong berto...according to most of my friends...especially during our text conferrences...ako daw si BERTO KING...hehehehe...
Tanong ko lang..bakit ba ang tao ay hayok sa laman??
wahahahahaha..
i think i'll use a pathetic allusion to a movie...yung "TUKSO, LAYUAN MO AKO" starring....(prepare yourselves!) romnick sarmienta..and gretchen barretto!!(yuck ang senswal ng dating!)..pero wait wait! ito'y isang comedy!...but there's a part in it that says that Mother Nature deliberately "installed" upon the biotic kingdom the drive to seek propagation...ayun.. hehehe...
alam rin naman natin yun sa ating biology classes...lalo na sa mga naging estudyante nila ma'am bunagan at ma'am carteciano na bio freks ang dating sa dami ng nalalaman!!... the survival of the races and of the species depends on the reproduction and copulation of the said races and/or species!...(wow isa na itong bio lecture!!)..
Now...back to the question...kung normal naman pala ang pagiging ma-L...(that's malibog for those who don't know)...bakit parang may mga taong nawiwirduhan fun??...at bakit may mga taong ginagawang sobrang exaggerated ng kanilang ka-L-an??
Here's my answer to that....
di ba masaya??
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
There's a certain humor in it, however dark and twisted it may be... sa akin lang iyon a...ewan ko sa iba maybe they have a different take on it...but that's my take on it...so fuck off!!.. hahahahahahahahaha!! ü
goodlak sa inyong lahat!!!...
ugh...and I woke up bad today...my pimple is like...hurting like hell!! and it's the typew na ayaw magpakita..it's like burrowed under my skin and won't show itself..it's just a big red bump... bump lang..walang white stuff...it's like waiting...and creeping for the right moment to strike me and doom my face to EXTINCTION!!..waaaah!!
(hindi ako yan!!..maxado bushy ang eyebrows niya e..hehehehe)
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9:35 PM
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating |
 You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. |
***Oh my god...hahahahahahaha!!!.. Now I'm done for!!! Kim!!! You're a certified biaatch for luring me into this!! hehehe..
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10:19 PM
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I'm about to finish reading the book, "The Alchemist". I bought it last Sunday and have been reading it every night since. There has been a day or two that I wasn't able to fully maximize my reading time since I've been UBER tired for the past couple of days. But through and through, I'm kinda getting the gist of the story. It's a bit of a cliche. But there's something about it that makes me so interested. Perhaps it's the fact that I, myself, am in search of something in my life.
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The story mainly deals about the struggles of a person in a quest to reach his dreams and his goals. There's a line in the novel that says: "When you really want something, the whole universe conspires to help you".
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I have to ask...is that true? If one really wants something, will fate somehow manipulate itself para makuha natin ang ating ninanais?? Medyo sceptical ako pagdating diyan...Afterall, i like a lot of stuff...and I didn't get them...furthermore, i liked a lot of stuff so much...but still didn't get them...kinda ruins the hopes that you have inside, doesn't it?
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Then comes the arguement that God gives you what you need in his own time...which is also an aspect of the novel. Santiago, the main character, travelled across the desert for years before he was able to get a glimpse of his treasure...
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I have a dream, to be a lawyer/designer...I don't know if that's at all possible..But i've been weighing my options...I can't just abandon that idea, right? I mean I at least have to try it out before I remove it from my collection of thoughts. Who knows, it might come true one day...
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But the dilemma arises that I don't know heck about drawing...and that's an integral part of design...all the ideas are simply stuck inside my brain and I don't know how to express them in a graphic manner...nawa'y matuto ako para naman may chance for that idea to be realized!
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Design school in the states?? Who knows?
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Natasha Bedingfield has this new single..."Unwritten". And I love it...here's the best verse/chorus...
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your innovations
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
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release your innovation? Much more...release your inhibitions!...This song exemplifies the yearning of people to reach for their stars! We are all seekers trying to grasp that one moment of existence where we feel that we've accomplished our purpose in life...pero wait lang wait lang...we shouldn't strive for just a moment...because I know that once that moment has disappeared...we will suffer because of its absense in our lives...we will crave for it...haaay...it's really funny how easy it is to write about these stuff and how hard it is to follow through...
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The rest is still unwritten...that's what Natasha Bedingfield saya...Maktub(it is written) says the king in the novel..." hopefully, they're not trying to refute each other..
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9:25 PM
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OH MY GOLLY!!
OK OK... so I was just browsing through the net and this thought pops into my mind!
In the recent past, my friends and I have been engaging ourselves in a dialogue that discussed our faiths since some of them were non-Catholics or non-practicing Catholics... they say that the Catholic faith is not the true faith established by Jesus Chrsit in 30 A.D. and that some practices and institutions of the faith are UNBIBLICAL...I find myself always at a loss for words when they say this to me... most of the time, the target was the adoration and supplication kay Virgin Mary(whom I am in such awe of)...
So, as I was browsing through the net, I typed into yahoo! these keywords: "why we pray the rosary"...and the resulting text...finally...i can defend my faith...
The Hail Mary
The next prayer in the rosary, and the prayer which is really at the center of the devotion, is the Hail Mary. Since the Hail Mary is a prayer to Mary, many Protestants assume it’s unbiblical. Quite the contrary, actually. Let’s look at it.
The prayer begins, "Hail Mary, full of grace, the Lord is with thee." This is nothing other than the greeting the angel Gabriel gave Mary in Luke 1:28 (Confraternity Version). The next part reads this way:
"Blessed art thou among women, and blessed is the fruit of thy womb, Jesus." This was exactly what Mary’s cousin Elizabeth said to her in Luke 1:42. The only thing that has been added to these two verses are the names "Jesus" and "Mary," to make clear who is being referred to. So the first part of the Hail Mary is entirely biblical.
The second part of the Hail Mary is not taken straight from Scripture, but it is entirely biblical in the thoughts it expresses. It reads:
"Holy Mary, Mother of God, pray for us sinners, now and at the hour of our death. Amen."
Let’s look at the first words. Some Protestants do object to saying "Holy Mary" because they claim Mary was a sinner like the rest of us. But Mary was a Christian (the first Christian, actually, the first to accept Jesus; cf. Luke 1:45), and the Bible describes Christians in general as holy. In fact, they are called saints, which means "holy ones" (Eph. 1:1, Phil. 1:1, Col. 1:2). Furthermore, as the mother of Jesus Christ, the Incarnate Second Person of the Blessed Trinity, Mary was certainly a very holy woman.
Some Protestants object to the title "Mother of God," but suffice it to say that the title doesn’t mean Mary is older than God; it means the person who was born of her was a divine person, not a human person. (Jesus is one person, the divine, but has two natures, the divine and the human; it is incorrect to say he is a human person.) The denial that Mary had God in her womb is a heresy known as Nestorianism (which claims that Jesus was two persons, one divine and one human), which has been condemned since the early 400s and which the Reformers and Protestant Bible scholars have always rejected.
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That deals with the adoration of the Virgin with the prayer Hail Mary...
But with the arguement of intercession... that there is no other mediator to the Lord except Jesus...
Another Mediator?
The most problematic line for non-Catholics is usually the last: "pray for us sinners now and at the hour of our death." Many non-Catholics think such a request denies the teaching of 1 Timothy 2:5: "For there is one God, and there is one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus." But in the preceding four verses (1 Tim. 2:1-4), Paul instructs Christians to pray for each other, meaning it cannot interfere with Christ’s mediatorship: "I urge that prayers, supplications, petitions, and thanksgivings be made for everyone. . . . This is good, and pleasing to God our Savior."
We know this exhortation to pray for others applies to the saints in heaven who, as Revelation 5:8 reveals, intercede for us by offering our prayers to God: "The twenty-four elders fell down before the Lamb, each holding a harp, and with golden bowls full of incense, which are the prayers of the saints."
...for me that's arguement enough! there's no need for me to try to put my own thoughts into it...the passages speak for themselves.....
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3:24 AM
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well.. I just have to be quite bold with this...
nais ko lamang maging totoo sa aking nararamdamang sakit kasi this gargantuan feeling of boredom has caused me to think stuff through...
>>ako'y naaasar sa mga "kaibigan" kong noo'y nangako na walang limutan and shit..tapos ilang linggo pa lamang e wala na uli..parang stranger in a strange land ang dating tuloy...and because of that...i start to feel so abnormal and so unwanted...(damn these unwarranted insecurities!!)
>>i find it so IMMATURE for people to act so nice and stuff to you and then blow up in your face when they get mad saying that they've been keeping it inside just because they thought that you'd change...and then there's the extra comment na ginawa lang nila yun kasi akala nila magbabago ka...
>>ako rin naman'y medyo doubtful sa aking mga susunod na gagawin with regard to a certain issue noong patapos na ang schoolyear...it was when my mom told me to stay away from friends who made me feel unhappy...back then siguro e medyo sure akong gusto ko na clang layuan..pero ngayon, after the academic year ended, parang nagbabago nanaman isip ko kasi may mga changes and developments made there!...
>>nung birthday ko i was really UNHAPPY... i know i should have been so blissful kasi i turned 17 and i'm just a step away from full-fledged adulthood...pero...something in me kinda really feels kulang...parang....i need to do something...or else i'll go insane and be the worst person ther is kasi mas magiging masungit ako...
>>napaka thankful ko sa mga friends who never fail to keep in touch....there's a saying na it's not how often one keeps in touch but how one remembers...for me that's a load of BULL!... the fact that one remains in touch is so touching and is such a heartwarming thing to do!!.. nais kong pasalamatan sina ethel, candice, krystel, aza, sue, erma, anj, annie, antonette y marites, candy, si mamasang majongera jazma, si papaO, si asong ulul jai, at si kim diwa-na kahit nasa states e never fails to keep in touch parin...buti pa siya...hindi tulad nung iba...how pathetic of me to be wasting my time over these people...
but do remember that i say these things amidst a flurry of delusion dahil natunaw na ang aking utak sa boredom...naway maintindihan ng mga taong pinatatamaan ko dito na hindi ito meant for them to be angry...but i don't think they're gonna read this...i reckon wala silang time...again...hahahaha
**inggit ako kay kim!! ang cute ng pictures mo!!**
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2:37 AM
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