Monday, June 26, 2006
just got back from UP diliman...grabe...napaka saya ko kasi nakita ko uli yung mga friends ko from UPd!...hehehehehe...napadaan pa kami ng UST!!..bwahahahaha.. ang taray ng effects namin ni candice kanina...hehehehe..xmpre...parang may konting bitterness effect!...
ang lakas ng ulan!!..parang isang delubyo ang babalot sa kamynilaan sa tindi ng ulan!!.. hehehehe.. para bang uminom ng 3 galong tubig ang langit(na nagnilalang tao) tapos naihi nalang bigla..(yak ang cheap ng comparison..)..hehehehehehe...
got to see the transformations of my batchmates...hehehehe... eto lang a.. parang ang hahaba na ng ---- ng boys!... hehehehe!!...hair!!...wag malicious!!..bwaHAHAHA..
para bang isang bulkan na sumabog na matapos ang halos 10 taong repression.. hehehehehe..
tapos ang mga fashions...well.. yung iba e naging mas expressive... yung iba halos pareho lang... hehehehe.. still...college life has definitely changed and improved some people....
si patrick fernando... someone who has been a complete hermit (almost) and someone who's very "put-everything-needed-in-the-bag" dude....bute naman ngayon e nagiging sociable na siya... it's a gradual process... and i think he's heading for the right direction... hehehehe!
next next week uli!
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4:57 AM
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
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11:14 PM
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my legs hurt like crazy!...parang kinagat ng aso tapos kinagat ng ulul na tao yung sakit!...hehehe...pero seriously... ang sakit niya!...ganito na ba hindi kasanay sa paggalaw ang aking katawan kaya matapos kong mag-aerobics nung isang araw e para nakong baldado?...
well...ngayon pag bumababa na ako ng hagdanan e para akong lolo na walang cane... i limp down the stairs and hope that i don't fall down kasi ang SAKIT talaga... i am so pathetic...
mom's advice is to keep on moving... para masanay na daw yung katawan ko... so i have to endure the searing pain everyday until i don't feel it anymore..... kinda reminds me of the razor days...."cut until you're numb"... hahahahahaha...
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9:46 PM
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Let he among us without sin be the first to condemn!
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12:11 AM
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
if there's one body part that I'm most insecure of, excluding height, it's my hair...insult me in any other way just don't insult my hair or i'll gut you with a knife..hehehehehe..kidding!...or am i?...(again.. another joke.. bwahahahahaha)...
i've had a long issue with my hair eversince the 6th grade and it only got better nuong 4th year...well..actually... umayos lang siya nung 4th year vacation so pretty much for college na yung preparation kong ayusin yun..
i had planned to grow it to...around...the shoulder level...i figured that if I grew it to that point...i would have an idea if I would look ok with long hair...if not...I could always cut it short....as opposed to having relatively short hair and not knowing whether the longer version(mei versions pala...SHOCKING!) would suit me better...
but that doesn't mean that i would just let it grow like a bush and not have my haircut for months!...kailangan ko rin namang panipisan!...kasi magmumuka akong bao ng buhok na tinubuan ng ulo...kaya siyempre...kailngan kong ipa-trim...
PAG SINABI BANG "NIPISAN LANG" E MAY KAAKIBAT NA INVISIBLE AND UNAUDIBLE "IKLIAN NIYO RIN"?!!
that's what I said nung nagpagupit ako..."nipis lang po"...pero nakita ko iniiklian na!...sabi ko then "wag pong maxadong iklian!...nipis lang po!"...and then...my hair turned absolutely short...
FUCK...
NOW I HAVE TO GROW IT BACK KASI HINDI KO MAAYOS YUNG BUHOK KO IN SUCH A WAY NA HINDI AKO NAGMUMUKANG GAGO...
pray for me guys... and thank you athena for the wonderful brunch...
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10:51 PM
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Monday, June 19, 2006
grabe..ang mga panaginip talaga nakakaasar!...it's like they pull you in with the right enticement...then when your almost there...they shut whatever it is down and you wake up feeling bad and having a tremendous headache...
shit...
that's pretty frustrating...coz usually, the bait is something na gustung-gusto natin talaga...yung binabaon natin sa likod ng utak natin kasi alam natin medyo malabo...para tuloy sinister being si Sand-Man...inuungkat niya ang mga nakabaong iyon at binubuhay niya sa ating pagtulog... tapos pag nasa peak na...o pag konti nalang maaabot mo na....bigla kang magigising...
pero ganun din naman pag nightmares diba?...bago ka makain ng buo nung zombie(oh my gash...that's the worst)...magigising ka at ayun...pawis na pawis ka at hinihingal sa kakatakbo at kasisigaw ng "tulong!!!...kakainin ako ng zombie!!"...
well...that is a positive argument for this one...i mean...who wants to be eaten by a zombie?...
**pansin ko lang a..usually...medyo erotic yung nasa dulo nung mga panaginip..o akin lang ba yun?..bwahahahahahahahaha....
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10:33 PM
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
there is no future
there is no past
i live this moment as my last
there's only us
there's only this
forget regret
or life is yours to miss
no other road
no other way
no day but today
Just this Saturday, my tita bought me a dvd of the movie "Rent", whih I have been looking for for 2 weeks already!...when she arrived home and brought out the dvd, I was exhilerated to the point of jumping as high as possible...good thing I can control myself...hehehe...
I'm not going to discuss the synopsis of the story...it would be way better if you guys watch it for yourself... I'm not kidding around when I say that it's one of the greatest contemporary movies of all time!...
PLOT: it's about bohemians(i.e. artists) and their seemingly impossible struggle against poverty...oppression and disease...
May line dun sa movie na sobrang nagstick sa utak ko.."no day but today"...alam kong medyo cliche na yung topic na yan...pero just hear me out for a while...
Sometimes, bad thinga happen to us that make us wanna just crawl into a hole and stay there for the rest of our lives, with the occasional popping out of the head to hunt for food at the entrance of the hole...at that point, we never wanna venture out anymore into the open...we become prisoners of our own doing...we decidedly shut ourselves off from the "horrors" of the world that we do the same from the wonders and the blessings that we encounter...at the end of the day, all that's become of us is this miserable twit, who blames destiny for our life being such an utter mess...
Sa tanan ng buhay natin ang daming "nevers" and "maybes" na pagkatapos ng ilang taon...maiisip uli natin tapos tatanungin natin ang sarili natin kung bakit inallow natin ang sarili nating tanggihan yung pagkakataon na yun...
We can never control our destiny...does it exist?...maybe...maybe not...but let's take the situation as if it cannot be controlled...if so...and we are bound to get hurt and wounded...why not experience the joy and pleasure that goes before that sorrow?...i mean...after all...if we're destined to get hurt...we are gonna geet hurt no matter what...do we then have to deny our soul the right to experience the bliss that it so desperately longs for?...we owe it to ourselves to allow our souls to experience even a moment of menial happiness...if we let opportunities for joy pass us by everytime...we may never get to taste even just one fleeting second of it...and our lives would be incomplete and meaningless...
just watch the movie...or the play if possible...it's so undoubtedly awesome...bombastic...simple amazing! (yuck smart!...go globe!)
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9:31 PM
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
(the goddess Athena)
Here's my take on my friend Kezhy...who didn't get the recognition she deserved in my blog....sorry my friend!!..
I met Ms. Athena Keziah G. Chaves during my sophomore year at Manila Science High School...dahil ata yun nung binati niya ang section namin dahil maganda daw yung piece namin, as well as our delivery, for the Sabayang Pagbigkas, the most-awaited, annual contest, which I believe is held in most public and/or private schools...Sadly...I couldn't say the same for her section back then...hehehehehe...II-Urey was then a haven for the unruly and delinquent...save a few...
then came her episode with Mr. Sulit...and that was how our friendship deepened...no more need to elaborate on that...except that we had a HUGE fight over that topic that lasted for 2 months....it started around November and ended early January...at that particular interval...i had lost my pride asking her to forgive me...something I rarely do...
yadi yadi yada...
third year came and the friendship started to go to a Rocky Place..i.e. the most turbulent times in one's relationship...from October up to January...we were not on speaking terms...it took the PromCommittee emcee practices to mend things..
now...it is better than ever...our friendship is stronger and could only be better...
SIPSIP TIME!!
okok..si athena kasi e yung taong madedependan mo...puno ng mga insightful ideas at mga stuff...and most of all...pag kailngan mong maglabas ng sama ng loob...pwedeng pwede mo siyang lapitan at paglabasan ng sama ng loob coz for sure...yung ANGST sa loob niya e gigising at magiging miserable kasama mo... your misey is satisfied and withers away after it gets its company..hehehehe...
we also have the same interests... pareho naming trip ang mga mellow stuff pati medyo pankista stuff na music...hehehehe...tama ba kezhy?...pareho kaming mabokang magsalita!...aba..winners ata kami sa oratorical at extemporraneous contests!...hehehehe...and...most of all...we're hell of an emcee duo!...
ngayon, she's studying at the University of the Philippines-Diliman kung saan tinetake up niya ang Broadcast Communication na course...I can't wait for the 2nd sem para mareunite uli yung aming duo..hehehehe...
**different topic note: it really bums me out that there are people out there who take their education for granted...yung mga "TINATAMAD" o mga delinquent teenagers that do not know the value of studying for the future...kaawaawa...Well...another name to be added to the Janitorial List...
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9:26 PM
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
how can i describe my FIRST DAY as a college student sa Unibersidad ng Pilipinas-diliman?... hhhmmmm...
well first off...hindi pa po ako pumapasok kasi dinefer ko ang aking enrolment to the second semester....kaya ikkwento ko nalang yung aking trip kanina sa UP manila..hehehehehe...
let's start it off with the background....nagising ako ng mga 7:00 ng umaga kasi si mama ay nagbukas ng TV..ayun...at puno nun ang inbox ko kaya nagbura ako...(sa cellphone ko yun!).. pagkabura ko e dagsaan ang mga text messages ng parang mga 15 messages received...and it came...mostly...from those who were going to school today...ako naman siyempre...with all my sentimentality...e bumati sa kanila ng godbless and good luck!...baet ko noh?..
tapos ayun..natulog uli ako hanggang mga 12 ng tanghali kasi yung 7 na yun enapaka aga for me..hahahahahahaha..natutulog ba naman ako ng mga 2,3 o 4!...
at ako'y desperado ng tumangkad!!..swear!!...umiinom na ako ngayon ng gamot na pampatangkad maliban sa cherifer..hehehehehe... tapos dapat dalawa nun a day..one every 30 minutes before lunch and dinner...e sa kabangagan ko e ininum ko na yung dalawa...(HALOS!!)..kasi around 1/4 of the way through....at kinoveran ko nalang yun..kasi liquid xa..hehehehehehe...
I waited for the clock to strike 4 kasi dun ko kikitain si Karen kasi siya ang maglalagay ng mga bagong kanta sa iPod ko..well..actually..hindi talaga mga BAGONG kanta kasi mga relatively old songs na rin yun..yun kasi mga trip ko e..hehehehehe...
and this torrential rain starts to fall and then it's a deluge of flooding in downtown manila...what a capital city!!...ayun...tinawid ko yung baha at nawala lahat ng bakas...well..most of it..na puti yung sapatos ko...hahahaha...and then i had to wait for karen's orientation to be over...nung lumabas na siya..kasama niya sila axis..jabe..willi..at tomas.. mga PHARMA boys!!..hehehehe..
and that was pretty much my day....i can't wait for the 2nd semester...
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5:37 AM
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Friday, June 09, 2006
ako..kapag natytypan ko ang isang pelikula...akin ding inaapprecate ang soundtrack..lalo na kung musical siya!!..una ay Sound Of Music...The Singing Nun...Brigadoon...Oklahoma...Mary Poppins...The Phantom of the Opera...at ngayon...RENT...yun nga lang...di ko pa yun napapanuod..hehehehe..pero ang ganda nung songs niya!!..hehehehehe..at it's about people who are desperately trying to accopmplish their life's calling...songwriting....
at may favorite na akong song dun!!....Out Tonight na kinanta ni Rosario Dawson..eto lyrics
Whats the time?
Well it's gotta be close to midnight
My body's talking to me
It says,'Time for danger'
It says 'I wanna commit a crime
Wanna be the cause of a fight
Wanna put on a tight skirt and flirt
With a stranger'
I've had a knack from way back
At breaking the rules once I learn the
Games
Get-up life's too quick
I know someplace sick
Where this chick'll dance it the flames
We don't need any money
I always get in for free
You can get in too
If you get in with me
Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You wanna play?
Let's run away
We wont be back
Before it's New Years Day
Take me out tonight (--meow--)
When I get a wink from the doorman
Do you know how lucky you'll be?
That your on line with the feline of Avenue B
Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You wanna prowl
Be my night owl?
Well take my hand we're gonna howl
Out tonight
In the evening
I've got to roam
Can't sleep in the city of neon and chrome
Feels to damn much like like home
When the spanish babies cry
So let's find a bar
So dark we forget who we are
And all the scares from the
Nevers and maybes die
Let's go out tonight
Have to go out tonight
You're sweet
Wanna hit the street?
Wanna wail at the moon like a cat in
Heat?
Just take me out tonight
Please take me out tonight
Don't forsake me - out tonight
I'll let you make me - out tonight Tonight - tonight - tonight
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10:19 PM
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I just finished watching Ang Lee's Brokeback Mountain with my friend a while ago...and I have to tell you...it was amazing...the raw emotions seeped through...as well as the action in it..hahahahaha..i'm sorry..i just had to say it; i couldn't resist!!..hehehe..
The subject is near and dear to my heart, as most of you who read my blog know...and the really disturbing part there was when Jake Gyllenhal got killed by a bunch of hoolugans just coz he didn't fit into the American Stereotype of a perfect man...i.e. he was gay...and I ask...so what?!.. what is the big deal about being one?...i know that there are a lot of questions that arise from this issue...but in today's modern reality...we have to face the fact that the Third Sex is already a fixture in modern society!...wehehehehehe...
What really ticks me off is that some people react to the gay community members as people with a disease that is contagious...it's as if if you touch a gay person you automatically turn gay....wtf?!...taking aside their preferences and orientation...(take note my use of the third-person POV since I'm still at that juncture in my life where I cannot yet fully say that I am part of it...a little more time...)..they are also human beings!...the quote "When you wound us, do we not bleed?" is a concrete example of this argument...I mean, my god, I am so disgusted by the ignorance and blatant hatred that some people display....
but aside from that...siyempre...the movie is also a love story...and a good one at that... the passion that they had for one another was so deep and pure and raw...haaayy...
"I wish I knew how to quit you"...for me these words will forever echo in the recesses of my mind..Lam nyu naman...hopeless romantic...hehehehehe...
I hope that more movies that are SOCIALLY RELEVANT be produced and distributed worldwide para naman maeducate yung mga ignoramus at mga estupido...hehehehe..also for the entertainment of us all....
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3:16 AM
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
"all of us, at every point in our lives, have one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss...."
I read that passage in "Eleven Minutes" by Paolo Coelho..he writes such interestingly SIMPLE novels that are structured in an elementary way yet are filled to the brim with life-changing values and points-of-view...
Do we really have one part of us in a fairy tale while the other is about to embark on the dark journey to the nether regions of existence(shiet!!..ang lalim!!)?...
In a way, I knida agree with the passage...I know kasi na yung mga oras natin ay spent trying to better the diminutive existence that we call "LIFE"...and why do we do it?...siyempre dahil napaka-miserable ng buhay natin...admit it...if we weren't miserable we wouldn't be wasting every iota of our mental and physical energies to try and improve our existence (hence, friends, sports, fun-filled activities?)...
We are also masters of the balacing act between the two...or at least we try to be...minsan nga lang.. nagiging mga newbie tayo at tuluyang lumalagak yung isang part in one of the two "places"...usually...dun yun sa abyss...sa sorrow and misery where we wish of nothing but to die right then and there para hindi na natin maramdaman ang sakit at lungkot na nadarama natin..(yuck ang mooshy)...
minsan lang...and i mean seldom to the nth level of the word, do we experience the pure and untainted meaning of bliss... yepyepyep...yung mga feelings of happiness na usual nating nadarama e hiundi naman equivalent to that TRUE JOY na madarama natin only once or twice in our lives...
pero there are times when we immerse ourselves so much in the striving to be in that fairy tale that we lose touch with reality..para bang nah-hypnotize tau into believeing that everything is flowers and birds sa buhay natin...
i know that this is the most used cliche in the book, but there should always be a balance... i know that there is nothing that compares to the feeling of happiness and the pretext na ala na tayong mga problems...like the ending of a fairy tale...but sabi nga nila...if there is no pain...how can one feel the pleasures?...and if there is no evil...then there can not also be good....
"Once upon a time, there was a prostitute called Maria"
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11:01 PM
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
MALAPIT NG MAGPASUKAN!!!
The first day of class for college is fast approaching at ako'y nadedepress nanaman...siyempre hindi ako makakatake part dun kasi nga diba I deferred my enrollement to the second semester?...medyo nasasaden lang ako kasi everyone I know is talking about it and I just stay there and keep my mouth shut... Tapos nakakatakot pa na pagbalik ko....it'll be harder for me to gain new friends and so much more for me to reestablish and reinforce my old ones....naku...scary.
nga pala...natutuwa ako dun sa bagong commercial ng rexona..hehehehehehe
first day high?!...wow!!...
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9:29 PM
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Monday, June 05, 2006
it's the 6th day, of the 6th month of the year we abbreviate as '06...how momentous!...i hate Satan...hehehehe...
Well, kahapon ako'y bumalik sa Masci and I returned the speakers that Donald returned to me...and boy, oh boy, those speakers sure put me in a lot of trouble!!...
donald returned that set of speakers to me around...early during the vacation...but since I had a ton of stuff to do, I was unable to return it agad....and...as a proud 06er...i crammed the returning part into the first day of school for the school....
the night before...i texted Ma'am Salonga(the journalism teacher) because the speakers belonged to her...or to her department...and oooohh she was mad as hell!...but it wasn't my fault!..i didn't borrow the dang speakers!...I couldn't eat because of it...and I couldn't sleep!...siguro mga 4 na ng umaga ng aking buong maisara ang aking utak and I was finally lulled to dreamland...
I even asked analyn to accompany me bilang moral support kasi feel ko hindi ko kayang mag-isang harapin ang WRATH of Ma'am SALONGA!!...buti nalang when we entered the school, or at least according to the property custodian...she was transferred to another school....so the relief came at the right time....
pero hindi na sila nagpapapasok sa masci!!!..how sad...it's like they took away such a big part of my soul!!!...
ay...nga pala...first time kong makatry ng lambanog nung sabado....grabe ang lakas ng sipa!!
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10:18 PM
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