so ang ibig sabihin nito.. tapos na ang aking hiatus!..ang pathetic naman.. kahapon ko lang inannounce tas ngayon tapos na.. well... na-satisfy na naman yung parameters ng aking hiatus e.. so I'M BACK!..
bisperas na ng Undas.. naglipana na ang mga maligno at ang mga multo sa mundong ibabaw.. nais ko sanang magdiwang ng isang Halloween Party ngunit naudlot ang pagpaplano sapagkat sinagasaan ako ng isyung sobrang kagilagilalas na nawalan ako ng pocus sa buhay!!.. kung nagkataong naiplano ito.. siguro magiging costume party yun.. kasi ang hilig ko sa costumes.. siguro.. naging reanimated medieval prince ako.. hahahaha.. in short.. ZOMBIE!! pero hindi yung kadiring ZOMBIE a.. sa lahat ng maligno.. yun ang pinaka hindi ko matiis!!.. natatakot ako siyempre sa lahat ng ZOMBIE movies na napanood ko..
kung sino man ang walang takot sa mga ZOMBIE e magtaas lamang ng kamay..
but truth be told.. pag nagkakakwentuhan na ng scary stories.. di ako apektado.. unlike kevin na parang hindi lalake..hahahahaha.. so baligtad.. bwahahahahahaha.. let's all laugh for the sake of shitting!!.. bwehehehehehe.. sorry.. that was disgusting..
and... my brain has run out of things to say.. indulge me.. this is only my first day of mental freedom from the clutches of insanity!!!
kay heneroso.. sobrang funny ng iyung podcast.. hahaha.. kahit walang main plot tawa parin ako ng tawa.. hahahahahahaha.. :)
edgar..opo.. I won't waste my last days sulking over such a pathetic issue..
sue..i agree..if getting over the issue doesn't work.. there's always the hate path..
karenmae..salamat.. :)
sa lahat ng kaibigan kong dumamay... maraming salamat ng sobra sobra!!!
I swear the old me will be back in the next post i make... so WATCH OUT!.. I'M GONNA BE A STAR!!.. hahahahahahaha.. ang panget ng dating!!..bwahahahahaha
Labels: events, freedom, holidays
When a lovely flame dies........
smoke gets in your eyes..
Au revoir mon cheri.. Au revoir..
I got tagged.. 9 weird things bout me... here goes..
yeah..i know it's boring.. I'm bummed kasi.. but I gotta do this.. so the others tagged are:
kathy, icarus, aaRoN, jhed, utakGago, tricia, jigs, aaahhron, sybs-sue, edgar
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the past two days have been eventful....was out of the house for the Linnae.outing that took place sa bahay ni Candy(wed..after EK) at sa bahay nila Kim(thurs)...
Wednesday: the night ended with me lowering my guard and easily succumbing to what my mind wanted to hear as opposed to what I KNEW was the truth..(the repercussions were to be felt the following day)
Thursday: the night ended with me hyperventilating and crying myself to sleep and blurting out my feelings towards someone in an uncharactersitc "non-existence of my pride" moment.. happens only once in a green moon...(so sobrang rare..actually..first time)..but ended in unfavorable terms(yung kantang "Old Songs" alam niyu?..mejo related dun.. lecheng distansya).. I was a wreck.. I still am... a fool... a wretch.. GOD!!.. What's happening to me??....
kung mababasa niya to... ewan.. di ko alam kung paano ko iaaddress... but thank you for waking me from my kahibangan.... I just wish like heck that things were different.. that I didn't preempt my enrollment...
Sorry.. I have neither the energy nor the mood to put color to this post....I feel so morose..
"Goodbye to you.. Goodbye to everything I
thought I knew.. you were the one I loved.. the one thing that i tried to hold
on to.." -but unfortunately... twas slippery.. I fell off the cliff and into the abyss.."I aint trippin'.. I'm just missing you.. You
know what I'm saying..you know what I mean.. Every now and then..when I'm all
alone I'd be wishing you would call me on the telephone.. Say you want me babe..
but you never do.. I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FOOL.. there's nothing I can do! I'm
such a FOOL FOR YOU!!!!!!!!.."... -sabi ng ibon nang siya'y nakipag-usap sa
isa pang ibon.. ang taray!..inglesero siya!.. yung isa e hinde..kaya baka walang
naintindihan..."PROMISE ME.. YOU'LL WAIT FOR ME..COZ I'LL BE
SAVING ALL MY LOVE FOR YOU..." -but the distance just didn't work
out..daw.."I'll dry my eyes.. after I had my one last
cry.. one last cry.. before I leave it all behind.. i gotta put you out of my
mind.. for the VERY LAST TIME..stop living a lie.." -and then.. i left before the
slumbering giant opened its eyes..
the road now forks.. "bestfriends"?(take note of the "").... or the dreaded..path-of-no-communication-forever?... It's a choice I wish I didn't have to make..
sa mga friends na dumamay sa akin kagabi.. sobrang salamat.. di ko alam kung anung nangyari sa akin kung ala kayo dun..
kay hunghang... era bueno mientras que duró para mí.. salamat sa lahat...
Labels: hate, love, songs, tag
biglang dumating sila Keb at Kim.. actually.. ninotify na nila ako na darating sila.. tapos.. kumain na kami.. para makainom na..hahahahahahaha.. naka-4 na shot kami ng Cuervo(tequila sa mga hindi nakakalam) bago dumating ang ibang mga "portey-people" sa eksena...KABITIN!!..mga 12 na ito ng tanghali..
nasira nanaman ang sofa namin.. as in bumigay na ang isang paa ng sofa!!.. puro kasi harot at kung anu-anong KABABALAGHAN ang nangyayari sa aming sofa!!!!..hahahahaha.. I'll leave it to your imagination!!
Biglang nag-ring cellphone ko......
#$%^: ZIZOU!! (opo..may mga piling taong eto ang tawag sa akin.. salamat!!..hehehe)
Ako: #$%^!! stah?
#$%$^: dalawin niu naman ako sa UST hospital.. naconfine ako e..(ekekekek..details)
Ako:try namin..
so aga kaming napasugos sa UST hospital.. nahirapan kaming hanapin ang Sto.Nino ward a.. ang hirap talaga..nang mahanap na namin to.. dun lang namin nalaman na gumawa nanaman ng kagagahan itong aming friend.. friend.. eto lang a.. wag naman ganun.. maraming nagmamahal sayo na madedevastate kung may mangyari sayo.. swear.. isa na ako dun!!
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may nakwento sa akin si keb na akala ko'y di ako maaapektuhan..ngunit medyo nakaka-asar.. at nasira nun ang umaga ko..bute nalang at masarap ang ulam...
Labels: events, friends, hospital, portey
I've known her for 3 years.. considered as one of my bestfriends.. we both love fashion.. we both love books.. we both love RETAIL THERAPY.. we both love our AA.. we both love LINNAE.. we both love MASCI.. (we're starting to love UP).. we both love to blog.. we both love to criticize.. we both love to take a gazillion pictures!!!
application period for the expedition members is now open.. Just send your application form, 2x2 picture, full body shot, a 1000 word essay on the purpose of meaning and a 1000 peso testing fee.. you will be notified thru text if you are accepted or not.. late applications will not be accepted..
hahahaha!! :)
Sabi doon sa libro eh there used to be a town called Macondo in the heartland of Colombia.. yun daw ay itinayo ng Familya Buendia..sila kaya ang nagtayo ng Buendia street/district sa Makati?..hhmm.. hahahahaha.. DROWN IN CORN!!!!
All was well in the town of Macondo if it weren't for the rampant sex acts of the people and non-stop incest and inter-familial mating ng mga Buendia!.. My god!!.. it's the first book I've read that in almost every chapter there's a family member having sex with another family member.. pwedeng LOLA sa APO.. my golly wow!.. ang tibay ni Lola!!..pero lola aint that old yet.. and PINSAN to PINSAN din!.. my golly.. there was an instance when the son almost F*cked the mother!.. ang tanging consolation dun e the fact na hindi niya alam na nanay niya yun..
in the end.. the last of the Buendias had a pig's tail on his ass and the town got destroyed by a huge storm where NO ONE survived..all because they couldn't keep their cocks in their pants.... hehehehe..
QUESTION of the DAY:
*faced with the same dilemma.. would you..as a citizen of Macondo..where there is absolutely no trace of conservatism and everyone seems to want to do "it" every single minute.. choose the salvation of the town and it's residents?...or continue with the unending torrents of pleasuring your libido?..hehehe.. TOUGH QUESTION!.. I PASS!
Ang post na ito ay semi-dedicated kay Jhed... dude.. I think I know what you're going through.. Coz I was in that same place up until a few days ago... if I'm correct with my interpretation of your post...(I hope I am..but here's my take on it anyway) pero it's also my way of finally releasing what's been bottled up inside for almost a month...
I know the feeling when parang ang kaya mo lang gawin ay magmukmok sa kama dahil parang sinakluban ka ng langit at lupa tapos tatanungin mo si God.."Lord..bakit naman po ganito?.. Ano po bang ginawa ko para magkaganito ang mga bagay?"..
I don't know with you.. But if someone causes that much pain to your heart.. then I think that that someone ain't worth all the trouble.. I mean.. I've realized na kung totoo man yung kung anu mang naroroon(i hope you catch my drift) e hindi hahayaan nung taong yun na masaktan ka parin.. If somebody loves you as they say they do.. or if someone makes you feel important the way they say that you are to them... then sila mismo ang gagawa ng paraan para maayos ang mga bagay...unless of course..ikaw ang nag-cause ng misunderstanding o conflict.. in that case.. walang kwenta tong post ko.. hehehe..
**GENERAL QUESTION**
pag di kayo nagkakaintindihan...o di kaya'y pag nag-aaway kayo... ikaw lang ba ang nais makipag-ayos? para bang ala siyang care kung sobrang ala ka ng pride kasi ikaw na ang gumagawa ng lahat ng paraan para makapag-ayos kayo?... kasi kung ganoon.. then the ship has already sunk to the bottom of the ocean.. ala na yung pag-asa...pero if it's otherwise...then there may still be hope(i think)... haaaay...
halata bang sobrang emo ko din?..hehehe.. sa mga kaibigan ko tinatawanan ko nalang pero sobrang sakit parin.... MABUHAY MGA PINAGMUKHANGA-TANGA CLUB!..(akin lang yan.. hehehe)
and hehehehe.. I've also gone through with the "blade" episode.. I've swiped that piece of metal on my wrists 2 years ago like....10 times... 5 on each.. not shallow..but not deep..the point wasn't to end my life..but just to physically represent the pain that i felt at that time... Ya..i know it sucks big time..
but am I done with it?...I don't know.. I hope not...
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at eto rin..on a different note.. napag-isip-isipan ko na hindi naman sa bilang ng comments ang basehan kung maganda o makabuluhan ang isang blog... basta't naipararating nito ang mga mensaheng nais ipaabot ng manunulat... so.. kahit isa o dalawa o tatlo lang ang comments sa aking mga post.. ok lang sa akin.. salamat sa mga nagbabasa ng blog ko.. yun lang ang aking mahihiling.... mabuhay kayo!!
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from the desk of
Chino-zizou
Labels: emo-ness
enter: MSHS March
Batis ng Diwa.. Ginto't dalisay.. Kadluan ng karunungan..
Sa agham ay tampok na tunay.. Pangalan niya'y mutya at mahal
Sikapin natin na pagyamanin
Aral niya'y ating sundin..
Sa bawat sulok ng bayan natin kanyang bandila ay dalhin!
at matapos yoon... kami'y nagvideoke ng aking mga friends sa Robinsons.. at nagutay ang aking lalamunan.. eto ang song line up na nakuha ko sa blog ni Sue..
ayan ang mga ILAN sa mga kinanta namin.. grabe ang sakit ng lalamunan namin pagkatapos nung AEGIS medley!!!..
at tinamaan ako bigla nung LUHA ng AEGIS.. ahehehe.. alam kong jologs pero sobrang passionate niya!..lalo na yung chorus.. nagiging abenyu tuloy siya para sa nakatagong emosyon.. (streesed parts are italicized)
Di na kita kailangan!
Umalis ka na sa aking harapan!
Damdamin ko sayo'y naglaho na
at ito ang iyong tandaan:
ako'y masyadong nasaktan!
pag-ibig at pagsuyo'y kahit na sa luha'y pagbabayaran mo!
relate ba?.. hehehe.. oo ata e.. ehehehe.. a basta.. tamaan ka sana ng kidlat.. you know who you are.. bitter?..no..angry?..yes..most definitely.. ahehehehe.. wooosh! :)
and oo nga pala.. nais kong bigyan ng credit si Sybill Sue Moser na siyang nagrekomenda sa akin ng Claiming of Sleeping Beauty na siyang yumurak sa aking innocense.. hehehe :)
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From the desk of
Chino-zizou
I've crossed paths with the thought of being a fashion designer not once..not twice.. but four times already.. and all of them at different intervals of my life.. nung ako'y 8 years old at medyo nafascinate ako sa mananahi ng aking uniform...
"ang cute naman niyang itim na machine" said a wee little boy to mamang mananahi in an alteration shop a long long time ago[in a galaxy far far away..bwahaha]..to the idiot who didn't get it.. opo..ako yung wee little boy.."
then again when I was 12 when I started to like fashion.. Twas a time of transition for me [those who know me well know what I'm talking about]..
then again when I was in 2nd year high school.. just entered my mind during one of my "Stream of Consciousness" sessions..
Then again during this vacation.. especially when Project Runway 1 was aired.. I dunno.. the surreality of it all kinda engulfed me.. parang ang saya magdesign ng damit.. daming naka-imbak sa utak kong mga designs.. both men's wear and women's wear..
kaso..
naalala ko..
I suck at drawing..all I can draw na maaus ay si Sunny Pig kasi ang dali niyang idraw.. eto.. sample..
perfection!!..ahahahaha.. o diba.. hahaha..
anyway.. i LURV hodie..[pinalitan ko na yung heidi kasi natawa ako when Jay McCaroll called her Hodie].. Hodie Klum is sooooo cute!!..parang care-free lang siya.. ahehehe... and she can yoddle!! I wish I could yoddle too!!.. Yodeleyii-owoo-Yodeleyii-owoo......[flashback to "the Sound of Music":once there was a boy a lonely boy said yodeyodeyodeyodelehihoo...ahehehe]
in season 1..i liked Wendy..even though everybody hates her.. I still like her.. ewan.. i have a soft spot for chubby old ladies... parang "Awww..why are you so mean to granny?"..
in season 2..chloe dao!.. also daniel vosovic.. ahehehe..
That's all[TDWP]
Auf Wiedersehen!
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from the desk of
Chino-zizou
Labels: fashion tv
The Claiming of Sleeping Beauty... it starts off where the fairy tale almost ended.. with the prince waking up Beauty from her eternal slumber following her dumb decision to prick her finger on a spindle.. but instead of the prince kissing her to wake her... the prince instead puts his(can I say the word?..oh who cares.. free speech) cock inside her and proceeds to have sex with her as she is sleeping.. finally.. when he comes.. Beauty awakens with a gasp(yung parang aangat pa yung torso tapos hihigop ng napakaraming hangin!)
Labels: books, boredome, pass time
(Saturday)so kagabi ay nagwakas na ang bituin... ok naman.. I actually cried.. ahehehehe.. anyhoo.. just didn't like the ending where all three of them sang sa carinderia.. was too cliche...
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"You're nothing but a fake.. isang carbon-copy ng original..."
for me.. Bituin has been one of the greatest teleseryes/novelas that have been aired by a Philippine production company... let me correct myself.. it's actually THE best for me since I can no longer recall any other show that really caught me and my family..well.. aside from Pangako Sa 'Yo.. ahehehe.. forgive my corniness...
as for the cast...here are tidbits of my conjectures.....
will the finale deliver?.. we'll have to wait and see.. hopefully... ABSCBN won't chicken-out from an ORIGINAL ending..
(from my friend Axis..fan na fan siya ni Sarah.. ahehehe..See here Sarah pinching an arm..how adorable.. :))
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from the desk of
Chino-Zizou
Future Glorious Imperato......... o kaya lawyer.. ahahahahahaha :)
Labels: TV fabulosity
ako..si Raymond Justin Carl General Ampil (ya ya.. i know.. nakaririndi ang aking whole name).. noong nakaraang linggo.. ay halos mamatay na sa kaiiyak dahil hindi kinaya ng aking pagkatao ang pagkawala ng signal..linya ng telepono at ng kuryente.. biruin niyo naman.. trapped na nga ako sa bahay with those "old" people..(my mom and my tita..) for 5 days ay wala pang senyales ng buhay sa makinarya ng maynila?.. naiyak talaga ako nun.. akala ko'y mamamatay na ako sa sooobrang pagkatunaw ng aking utak..
nais kong pasalamatan ang mga sumusunod na tao..
so bago salatain ni Milenyo ang kamaynilaan.. ako'y nagtungo sa UPd upang panuorin ang recital ni Miraquel sa PE nila..at sa aking false hope na makipag-ayos na with someone.. and ang nagawa ko lang ay yung una.. meron akong pics siyempre..
(ien..moi and aza)
(pagpasensiyahan ang quality ng aking kuha..di pa ako nun adept sa aking cam)
(UP PEP SQUAD does a repeat of their routine..kaasar kasi dito di na sila natumba!! bakit ba kasi sila natumba nung cheerdance??!..grr!)
(ang kahalayan ng Filipiniana Dance Troupe..2 lalake yan..ahehehe.. kissing scene #1.. I'm conservative!)
(kissing scene #2...agen.. I'm conservative..who am I kidding?)..hahaha
(after the recital.. aza and i played sa ulan..)
at oo nga pala..ako'y super sad at natalo ang AdMU sa UAAP men's basketball!!.. huhuhuhu....ahehehe!! at ang galing talaga ng UP STREET.. sobra!!!!! lalo na yung nasa gitna nung una na naka-yellow na may black accent sa shirt!!.. ssssssssssssstt... hot!..bwahehehehehe.. :)
